Saturday, February 12, 2011

An Audience Makes a Difference

Foolishly, I started both these blogs thinking that it was just me and the anonymous internet. (Yes, I'm being sarcastic.)  I really didn't think anyone would find me out there among all the well-written, focused blogs out there. It is a blessing and a curse that folks I know have found my big blog.  It is only a curse because I feel the weight of my responsibilities and roles and feel like I have to "be" a certain way.

When I read what I write now, compared to what I used to write about, I feel like I dropped the ball or that something is missing. I don't want to have that change there, but I'm not sure how to stop it.  It is important to me to avoid certain topics because the internet isn't the place for them.  At the same time, I find that sometimes, with the limited range of my life right now (lots of work, very little else), I don't always have that much to talk about except for my own meandering thoughts. Sometimes, I don't want to go there. ;)

Anyway, I just felt like I needed to say something about that.  I haven't worked it out, but I will.